you hate me like i hate myself
sadly, i've become disenchanted with my blog.
*who IS this crazy constantly nagging psycho-bitch??*
yikes.
this is where it all starts to unravel, i guess. ive been self-medicating again. why pay someone else for something you can do yourself? am i right? am i right? of course. am i overly pretentious too? am i everything i hate in everyone else? [wouldnt THAT be quaint?]
i still think im in the wrong profession. i hate my job. i dread going to sleep, coz i have to get up and go to work the next day. [insert deity of choice, should you choose to believe in one], i hate this existence. im still waiting to be rescued. sad scary part is, im never getting rescued. and i know this. i dont know whats worse. knowing all these depressing facts and not killing myself, or just going on despite everything.
something morbid cheered me up. by chance. found this blog by randomly searching for blogs out of boredom. [just spreading the morbidity]
time to go home.
there is no home.
*who IS this crazy constantly nagging psycho-bitch??*
yikes.
this is where it all starts to unravel, i guess. ive been self-medicating again. why pay someone else for something you can do yourself? am i right? am i right? of course. am i overly pretentious too? am i everything i hate in everyone else? [wouldnt THAT be quaint?]
i still think im in the wrong profession. i hate my job. i dread going to sleep, coz i have to get up and go to work the next day. [insert deity of choice, should you choose to believe in one],
something morbid cheered me up. by chance. found this blog by randomly searching for blogs out of boredom. [just spreading the morbidity]
time to go home.
there is no home.
posted by AristoNeeks | 3:57 pm
I may be wrong, but you give the impression that you're still in school. Your profile says you're 16. Self-delusion or clever deception.
Or something more...?
Oh, wait. That seems to be another Neko.
Or is it?
ej.. there are many of us here.
legions..