pathoLogical Or diseAseD
this is my heroin
there are things in this life that just defy understanding.
sycophantic stalker?
not quite.
some things in this life go beyond description.
some things may be better left unsaid.
*say nothing*
[[living enigma:]]
[[reach beyond the expected]]
[[get what i cant have]]
unattainable.
what am i going on about this time? is it something i said? something i didnt say? something you wanted me to do, but i didnt? something i shouldve known about? but didnt. cant. couldv wouldv shouldv. but didnt?
a constant state of uncertainty and confusion. isnt this dangerously close to abuse? the lesser of two evils cannot duly be separated. but i suspect emotional scars diminish less easily, than their physical counterpart.
seasonal peak.
*profuse overthinking*
Mmmmmmm.... Don't understand much of that but isn't that the idea? What is understanding but our own perception of what other people said, did, did not do, we think they did, whatever! You get the idea.
I say don't understand anything in life it is a waste of time trying to understand things. Just live life till you die. If its tomorrow bad luck, looks like you didn't understand the rules for crossing the road! Or if you die of old age with breathing problems and less hair than you started life with, good for you! Looks like you understood everything in life!!! But did you have fun.......?
Groente!
Death
aye, death..
you speak true..
we find ourselves in a sometimes hedonistic environment..
i dont wanna die when i am yet to truly live!!
besides, i look both ways *twice*