apathy for hierarchy

a short respite..

despite having been at home for the past 3 weeks, i am still woefully unprepared for this exam. i couldnt sleep last night\ this morning.. i guess the tension is getting to me.

i bought a new car. i asked for a blue one. i got a green one. they call it "magnum blue". magnum blue my ass. its green.

my investment portfolio is worth 6 grand.. which isnt great. but, its not bad either. maybe i should allocate a larger portion of my disposable income to investment activities... maybe i need to stop studying for a while...

ive been watching naruto and reading the manga for yakitate japan. hilarious. but, its difficult getting used to the whole reading the manga from right to left. trying to learn german is an uphill battle. specially trying to read it. omg. maybe i should rethink my strategy. who knows.

when i get back from study leave, i have a shit storm waiting for me, in the guise of the partner\director at the firm, wanting to take a crap on me.. apparently he is pissed coz ive been putting my feelers out for work elsewhere [my contract ends at the end of the year] and i didnt tell him that i wanted to transfer... f*** that. that is all.

this morning i had the most wonderful fantasy -- if i won R30million. ... [lottery of course] what would i do with it? well, after i pay off my credit card and my new car, and buy myself a flat, im going to art school!!

if only.

till later then, kiddies. work/study waits for no lemming.