I may be unravelling..
i keep seeing death and destruction in my minds' eye..
my murderous imagination dreams up violent ways for the people i severely dislike to meet their demise.
i'd write some of them down... but, they are disturbing, even to me..
i may be unravelling.
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posted by AristoNeeks | 12:01 pm
You should listen to some death/gore metal--it's very cathartic. Exhumed's Slaughtercult is a good place to start.
funny you should mention that. last night i got out the golden oldies again --
listened to some Hultsfred, Behemoth, Barzum, Children of Bodom, Cradle of Filth, Emperor, and various other speed metal...
strangely, it made me feel less suicidal.
Truly a fine selection--particularly Behemoth and Emperor. I was just listening to IX Equilibrium the other day.
I'm glad the music helped your mood. It's interesting that a genre of music the media likes to blame for suicide, violence, murder, and unnecessarily hostile facial expressions so often prevents such things. Well, except for the unnecessarily hostile facial expressions, anyway. I still use my metal face to scare away angry dogs.
Write them down and set them on fire. In a fire-safe place, of course. No sense in getting arson thrown into it. Or slip them into copies of the PostSecret book at your friendly bookstore.
that is mysteriously demented, eoh,..
but, i dont like scaring myself.. makes it more difficult to sleep at night..
0_o
although.. the hide it in a book idea is kinda nifty..
I'm sorry that you dislike so many people...! So long as you don't act on it, I guess... hope you're keeping well, otherwise :)
ag, life is relatively okay lately.
on the upside, i will get to see my bf again soon. [couple weeks] so, the smiles are starting again.
love is a great drug..
The stories you don't want to tell are the ones that everyone wants to hear the most.
Listen to your idea box or it will shrivel and die.